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Originally Posted by The Matt
I'm physically broken, at a job with no future but pain and low pay, living in an area where there isn't much else to choose from. I'm mentally beaten, at my wits end, dealing with things I have no idea how to deal with without chemical help, which I'm trying my hardest to stay away from. I fear this will soon become a losing battle, and if that's the case, I'm as good as dead in every way. The worst thing though, is that I'm spiritually dead. When I look in the bible, I see nothing but judgement and fear. It's the state of mind I'm in, I can't find happiness anywhere I look. All I can manage in prayer is to ask why why why and please please please, without really knowing what the why is, or please do what. I know I'm not supposed to ask God why, but I need to find reason in the trial I'm going through, and I need to know that there's going to be an end. I'm not looking for pity. I'm just desperate for a move of God, TONIGHT. I need the help of my brothers and sisters in the Lord. Please help me to pray that I can make it through another night.
Matt
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I do understand what you're going through, Matt, but words alone will not give you the healing you so desperately need right now. First, I do want to assure you that I will pray for you as well as others here I'm sure and even if you don't really believe that will help, it will anyway.
I think it's
very very important, essential, to have Christian fellowship at this time in your life. Find it where ever you can, Pentecostal, Baptist, Church of Christ, where ever you can find it. Find a group of people who will offer you support and love. Let that be your focus at this point in your life, visit around, visit churches, talk to Christians and the Spirit of God will lead to to a place where you can heal and be strengthened.
May the law of the Spirit of Life in Christ Jesus rule your life beginning this moment. In Jesus name I pray.
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