So Much Hurt On This Forum

[jediwill83]

Yes....my favorite passive agressive technique for getting worship started is comparing what people are doing out in the world for sports teams ect....yeah....that just kinda is a wet blanket to me...I know how to worship and it doesn't require any cheerleading from anyone...in fact...I prefer to do it alone...in my vehicle...vacuuming a floor...just by myself me and God....and yes its emotional...its a feeling of breaking inside and a release....but nothing that can be compared to a football game...I don't like the feeling of being pressured to do anything...I feel like it isn't genuine when its like that and im just doing it because someone says so yes I've struggled with depression quite a bit as well and it DOES have a way of emotionally grounding you to what's real and genuine at times...sorry...just responding to a part of RW's post...just kinda sparked something...and im feelin cruddy and out of it...ugh.