What I hear is "I fear God,
and recognize my sin."
This is a time of testing, surely,
for all of us, but you are in
my prayers, and it sounds like
you have the right attitude.
Name your sin to God,
I'm sure you already have,
and accept the punishment humbly,
which it sounds like you already did;
and trust that Christ has forgiven you!
And lose the fear, that is just another sin.
Peace. Have peace! Peace.
Accept the punishment?
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Hebrews 13:23 Know ye that our brother Timothy is set at liberty