Re: Dropped By & Somewhat Dismayed But Not Surpris
I knew my daddy's 'altar stories' by heart. I should have- I heard them repeatedly for the first 14 years of my life. I guess they served a purpose- the altar would be FULL of much weeping and gnashing of teeth, sad thing is- it was mostly small, easily scared children. I was baptized at 6, and cannot, to this day remember it. It hurts my heart. Did I learn from MY experience tho? Of course not! I was the atypical Apostolic- my children were all baptized before age of 6 and all had the HG by age 8. I feel that I was done a grave disservice by all the scare tactics preacher's used in my generation. It accomplished what THEY wanted- a full altar, and high #s to talk about the next time the 'good ol boys' club got together and bragged about their many exploits. I have even heard Pastors talkin about saints like they were on the auction block. "Ahhh, now Doc- if u take the 'So and So family' off my hands, I will pay tithes to YOU..." Or.."You sure you wont take the 'So and So's' off my hands, doc? I will give'em the gas money to drive across town!" HAR HAR HAR HAR HAR.... Even the memory makes me want'a puke. Wonder how it makes God feel, to hear MEN talkin about sumthin so precious to HIS HEART that He gave His life for it?