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Originally Posted by Azzan
I sincerely hope that you are not as harsh in person as you come across online.
I waited and believed for a miracle from the time I was 11 until I was 30. It never came. I am 50 years old now now and guess what, it still hasn't came.
I've come to the conclusion that this is my cross to bear for the rest of my life.
Now I'm not saying God can't or won't perform a miracle on my behalf, it's just that I've come to accept that I will always have these desires. And I will have to continue to fight them every single day. It feels hopeless at times.
I don't expect anyone to really understand unless you have experienced what I have been through.
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I'm beginning to understand. I hate this flesh sometimes. lol
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