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Originally Posted by PreacherME
You know, I really in my heart wished it were that simple. My wife is a staunch conservative (we argue a lot about standards) and I have too many family members...........well, lets just say it isn't as easy as running as I would like for it to be.
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This right here answers the giant question mark over my own head.
Clearly your veracity is part of the issue here.
You do have a pretty well defined theology here. Your problem seems to be a divided home, and a desire to use AFF as a sounding board to reinforce your already preconcieved notions that run counter to the culture you find yourself trapped in.
I suggest you regroup, get honest with yourself and find a group of men who can help you find your way.
I would also suggest you not use AFF as the light for your path. I dont know where you will end up. and I am not suggesting your view of holiness issues is either right or wrong. Nor am I suggesting you get a group of men who can get you lined out and make you a super-con. nor am I suggesting you find a bunch of chrismatics who will slap you on the back.
but bro, you got issues. Your home is divided. Your heart is torn, and some will look at the posts here as a lack of wisdom coming to a group of people who include agnositics, bitter former apostolics, fellow wonders, conservatives and even ultra conservatives who are by and large people you do not know and will never know.
You have some work to do on you my brother. Im praying for you!
Yul Bolson!
May there always be a road.