Apostolic But Not Believing Jesus is The Father?

[Aquila]

If the Son is the Father, when praying to the Father, is He not praying to the Son, i.e. Himself? When speaking of the love between Father and Son, wouldn't be only a love of self? It all becomes a false representation, an necessary illusion, required by this bi-modal state of existance. The expanation would only serve to require the reader not to believe this interpersonal relationship is real. Why not accept that each mode has a distinct personhood?