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Originally Posted by Jason Badejo
Why try to blame God or play God because we can't explain everything?
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Because I am human-- weak, temper-mental, unsure, but I know He has all the answers and the Bible says share but He doesn't always share!
I am like a kid in my inner, repeated declarations, "This isn't fair!"
Sometimes, I feel cheated, gypped, and sometimes I lose my faith that this moral and eternal journey is worth it.
"Though down here I may not understand, I won't let go of the Unseen Hand for it holds the reasons why," 4Him.
The same thought that brings so much comfort can at the same time stoke much anger. Has anyone else ever experienced that?
I am ok now. I don't want "encouraging" posts. I want to vent. I need the Word. I want answers and at 38, if I started getting answers now, I really don't know how I'd even handle them!
The questions of today stem from deeper questions, asked a long time ago.
Deep down inside, I still expect answers, my heart's desire, and a table full of miracles.