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Originally Posted by Bella1
I totally rely on God. Trust is a very hard thing for me right now. I get physically sick it trust is even an issue. I have a hard time talking with people now. I used to be so open and trusting. Not any longer. Hurts too much to trust too deeply.
But all in all, I have become a stronger more confident person who KNOWS beyond a shadow of a doubt that God love me regardless of what I have done and said. He is my all in all!
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Bella, the one person that I've learned I can rely on IS God. People betray another's trust for various reasons. Most are weak. I speak for myself here in that learning to forgive is hard because I see those who have betrayed or rejected me laughing and seem to be popular and beloved in their crowd, while treating me as if I am scum of the earth because my point of view differs from theirs. Then there are the times I thought I have forgiven, then I see those who hurt me and those feelings come right back. It is a battle for many of us.
Right now tackling your emotions probably seems as big as an elephant, as well as the trust issue. I was once asked "How do you eat an elephant?" Answer: One bite at a time.
If the Lord is the only one you can trust right now, then trust the Lord Jesus only. When you are ready, Jesus will help you to reach out and trust others...one at a time. He knows your heart.
May God bless you.
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