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AreYouReady?
First of all, thank you for your thoughtful response. The last 14 months have been the hardest of my life, no doubt. Which also seems, realistically, like the worst and best time to find God. At 39 years it's better late than never, but it is also very confusing at the worst possible time. Add to that being drawn to an apostolic church and it just becomes terrifying. Now I feel like a failure at EVERYTHING. personally and spiritually. I'm so tired of trying. Im not getting it right- never have I guess. I wish I could put it into words... It's wanting to run, but scared to take a step. It's wanting to run away from home, but never walk outside again.....
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