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Originally Posted by Titus2woman
My only trigger is 'preaching'... the pulpit pounding, screaming, sweating, panting kind especially... I can not, absolutely CAN NOT abide it. About 10 seconds is enough to make me physically nauseous and while I have never pushed it to see I think a solid minute would see me vomit. I never expose myself to that kind of thing any more. I avoid churches with any chance of that preaching style, I don't listen to radio or TV preaching, never, ever, ever.
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Any type of power-tripping that people do against me is a major trigger for me. Since we had preachers, pastors, presbyters, a district superintendent and "saints" all doing things like falsely accusing, stalking, terrorizing through the justice system and smashing our personal stuff......I can get pretty shook up when I sense anyone doing any type of power-tripping. I get very nervous and yet look like a stone on the outside. People can never figure it out. I try very hard not to do this but am not there yet.

Every day, though, I improve.
I certainly understand not being able to stand that kind of preaching.