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Originally Posted by FlamingZword
The leftover guilty complex.
down deep inside of him, there is still a longing for the things of the spirit, that is why he still hangs around people who talk about spiritual things.
he knows he lost something along the way and he is somehow trying to recuperate what he lost, but he does not know how.
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Yeah, you nailed it. That's exactly it. I lost something (depression, disappointment, despair) and I'm trying to recuperate. I miss those days, when faith didn't do squat, when I wondered what I was doing wrong, when I thought about suicide all the time.
SMH.