Obey Them that Rule???

[Felicity]

Mich.......

God sees your heart and knows your desire and all your issues. There's nothing wrong with searching and questioning and looking for answers. The wisest man who ever lived did that, as well as all of us. Some have more problem in this regard as others and like you yourself said, there are reasons why some people have more problem with trust, etc.

I believe you have a good heart and that you're sincere. If you keep your eyes on Jesus and you follow "hard" after Him and desire to please Him and be obedient to His will and purpose, you'll find your way. He will lead you.

I pray God's very best for you. While you're seeking, and learning and searching ..... maintain personal relationship with Him! The rest will fall into place. I believe that! We go through "times and seasons" in our life. Some are more difficult than others. But I know and can testify as can so many others here that Jesus never fails. It sounds cliche'-ish but it's true, and He will get you to where you need to go and need to be.

We're all special to God and He is a PERSONAL Saviour. We don't all need to be the same. We're not all formed from the same cookie-cutter. Our circumstances in life affect us deeply and profoundly and affect our view of the world and our view of ourselves. Our perspectives are not all the same and that's okay but the main thing is that you maintain personal relationship with Jesus Christ.

Just as you submit yourself to your boss, your place of business, to the laws and leadership placed over you in so many ways and so many places, you'll come to the place where you'll place yourself under the leadership of a man who loves God, loves His people and who is sincerely and honestly trying to help people to grow spiritually and be saved.

I believe it!