Why am I labeled backslid and unusable by God

[Ferd]

I debated about even linking back to this. but you can see from the date of the post it isnt new.

maybe it helps. maybe its too long and gives you tired head to read. but it is a small part of the life ive lived.

Maybe I have been too hard here. I still firmly believe that we own our own emotions...or we die. it may take a long time to get there God knows it did me, but in the mean time, I lived it myself. I didnt drag others into my ordeal(s).

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