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Originally Posted by Ferd
I debated about even linking back to this. but you can see from the date of the post it isnt new.
maybe it helps. maybe its too long and gives you tired head to read. but it is a small part of the life ive lived.
Maybe I have been too hard here. I still firmly believe that we own our own emotions...or we die. it may take a long time to get there God knows it did me, but in the mean time, I lived it myself. I didnt drag others into my ordeal(s).
http://www.apostolicfriendsforum.com...ead.php?t=1491
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Ferd..
I didnt come on here to drag people in my ordeal. This is a forum and I thought it was a good place to just get stuff off my chest. I thought it would be best to write on a forum where it couldn’t and won’t have an impact on my church.
I didnt expect to come on here and get some AMAZING revelation as to why things are the way they are nor did I hope any of you would give me a solution or quick fix. I really am not here to whine or get pity from you and Im sure you are aware of that, again just needed to get it off my chest.
I appreciate all the responses this thread has received and if anything it had done me good to just talk about it, even if not understood by some of you.