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Originally Posted by Aquila
This past 4th of July was rough. My PTSD really came in full force. Hadn't had an episode like that in a couple years. Watching buddies die in the Army, working as an EMT and the things I saw, losing my grandfather in my arms, having to pull the plug on my mother, and losing my father this past December. I was a medic. It's hard to handle the fact that I couldn't save them.
Then having you mock my experiences constantly, throwing the tragedies into my face for sheer enjoyment, which caused them to become a focus of my thoughts. It all came rushing in. In a very real way, you helped trigger the attack.
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That's a lie, I didn't mock you for sheer enjoyment. You mocked my being burned on a stove by my stepmother and soiling myself, because that was the only way you could feel better. You know that you were wrong, and you removed
Isaiah 1:17 from your signature. Because you embarrassed yourself. Was that a demon motivating you to have such a wonderful time of picturing a child being burned on a lit stove and soiling himself? Your preacher in his list? Well, you are there, and so by your own words in what you have been posting here. No one who has ever been brutalized as a child would ever do what you did. PTSD? Do you know how many young people have it? You are like the guy who was once in the army, and tells people stories how he was a Navy Seal. Then when you ask them what Seal Team number, and where they got their BUDS training they get flipped out angry. PTSD is found more in battered spouses, elderly, and children. Not just wartime situations. But Jesus conquerors it all. You can't accept that the only model you need to follow is Jesus Christ.
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Originally Posted by Aquila
So, I wouldn't doubt some spirit was agitating the attack. You know, Satan uses you too accuse me and berate me over my past, and mock the wounds I bear in my soul daily.
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You see Chris, instead of being Christ centered it is Chris centered. You used someone being brutalized as a child being burned by a lit stove for some so called revenge? Then you hurry over here to give sweet solace to a saint concerning their spiritual issues? There are none so blind who WILL NOT SEE.
Guess what? You lost any right to gripe about what anyone said about anything in your past. Because after you had such light fun berating my torture in childhood, do you honestly think anyone sees you as the go to guy for spiritual instruction? Satan using someone? You think the demons were loving it as I was being burned? Huh? Chris?
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Originally Posted by Aquila
So, when Satan drags up the past to hold it against me, I will remind him of his future. So, come what may. He's already defeated.  |
And he will remind you of a child who was dragged to a lit stove and soiled himself from the pain. Deliverance Chris? You shouldn't be talking about it to others, you should be on the receiving end of it
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Originally Posted by Aquila
Let him know that for me. Okay?  |
Tell him yourself.
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