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Originally Posted by Evang.Benincasa
During this past 4th of July, do you feel that they were able to influence your thoughts? I'm being serious.
I understand that you believe it isn't the devil, but with what you have been posting here, do you feel like it is?
I don't, but do you?
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This past 4th of July was rough. My PTSD really came in full force. Hadn't had an episode like that in a couple years. Watching buddies die in the Army, working as an EMT and the things I saw, losing my grandfather in my arms, having to pull the plug on my mother, and losing my father this past December. I was a medic. It's hard to handle the fact that I couldn't save them. Then having you mock my experiences constantly, throwing the tragedies into my face for sheer enjoyment, which caused them to become a focus of my thoughts. It all came rushing in. I felt very defeated. In a very real way, you helped trigger the attack.
So, I wouldn't doubt some spirit was agitating the attack. You know, Satan uses you too accuse me and berate me, dragging up my past, and mocking the wounds I bear in my soul. And you do it nearly daily. That's a spirit bro. But I honestly think you've not considered how irrational your desire to literally destroy my spirit is. And I think the enjoyment you get out of it says more than anything I can say. I only pray that you come around and realize how irrational it has been. That will be the first step in the right direction for you. In fact, for us. And if you need a friend, or prayer, I promise I'll be there. Believe it or not, we're in this fight together, and not as adversaries.
Why don't you offer to pray with me? I'll tell you. Your agenda isn't born of prayer, that's why. That should trouble you. That's a big red flag. Your obsession with me is for a reason. And I already see it manifesting. And it will be awesome. It will bewilder many on here. Lol
So, when Satan drags up the past to hold it against me, I will remind him of his future. So, come what may. He's already defeated.
The blood of Jesus has already defeated the enemy.
Let him know that for me. Okay?
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