Help! Tormented dreams

[Aquila]

Votive, we could have taken a look at the list together, as brothers, and fleshed out the same details. We could have also discussed symptoms of oppression in greater detail and perhaps shared experience and understanding. This, I think could have benefited readers. What happened was ugly. Instead of reasoning together, there was a combined and very focused personal attack. Even multiple distortions to discredit me, my faith, my sincerity, and my salvation. Frankly, you guys turned on me like a pack of wild dogs. The PMs I had with Mama were enlightening. More was going on than what she mentioned openly. And as the assault intensified, she vanished, confused and disheartened. I pray she finds the help she needs. Attacks dragging issues from multiple threads, personal attacks designed purposefully to slander and discredit. It was insane. I was beside myself. I'm stalked on multiple threads, and if I posted the PMs, you'd be shocked at what has been said to me. Honestly, I'm thinking twice before posting to anything of late. I know who will show up and that they will go deeply personal in their attacks. Then they will barrage me with hateful PMs. No Christian would say the kinds of things I've had PMed to me. You can feel the love of Christ when a brother is truly concerned. You also can tell when they know exactly what to say to cut you deep because you were foolish enough to be honest and transparent with them about past struggles. I'm truly disappointed. I don't know what I did. I know we can have disagreements, that happens, and that can be informative. But the level of vitriol, personal slander, and attack was unnatural and unwarranted.

I'll leave you with that. I do wish you the best. I'm going to turn my focus elsewhere for a while. No one in there right mind would want to continue this.

Maybe I'll catch you later sometime.