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Originally Posted by RandyWayne
I got that bad.... and it involved church, or my lack of "desire" to go. Long endless church. Hours and hours of timeless church. Nothing but church. Oh lord how I HATE church. My dad would even drive my near a local insane asylum and threaten shock treatments if I didn't comply and start agreeing to go to church with them as the perfect little child who would make their family unit appear more functional. God almighty I HATE church. And I DARE someone to say "oh get over it and let JEE-ZUS in!".
Over 25 years later and my heart starts missing beats when I am forced to enter a church and.... stand through a song service.
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This post made me cry. I am so sorry for what happened to you. I grew up loving church and still love it every time I go. For me it is a place of safety and secrutiy. I really hate what happened to you.