Why am I labeled backslid and unusable by God

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I will say this one more time. I guess using the word shocked was wrong in my part. Im not shocked they think I have taken a step back nor am I shocked they are praying for me.

Im upset they would treat me the way they are since I have been a part of them so long. I thought our relationship was much deeper than that and Im upset I would be labeled as though Im going to burn in hell because I VISITED A CHURCH.

For those of you who say Im bashing them for this is incorrect, Im not bashing Im just confused by their actions. Again its ok they are shocked but its NOT OK TO TREAT ME SO BADLY...THAT IS NOT CHRIST LIKE!!

I love them and eventually they will see that Im not leaving God just and that I am still as much Christian as I even have been. I dont want there to be hurt between us!

SIDE NOTE: People have always know how I feelwhen it comes to the standards of the church, even my pastor but as long as I did as expected I was ok. It was fine I had those opinions as long as I didnt teach them or give my opinion to often but now that I have decided to Possibly to go soemwhere I can live my opinion I am hell bound...COME ON NOW..REALLY