Would some of you guys PLEASE pray for me. Because this could cause some serious ripples in my relationship with my lady friend. I don't want to hurt her feelings. But I think just dragging things out as I become more and more unhappy isn't the answer. I feel like such an idiot. But I have to talk about this to somebody. And I'd appreciate much prayer.
I'm thinking that IF I'm meant to marry... I don't want to marry someone who spooks me when I consider marrying them. I imagine that I'd feel at peace with the idea, excited, and anticipating. But right now... I'm feeling like I'm sinking into goo when I think about the possibility of ever marrying.
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