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Originally Posted by Azzan
MB,
I am not sure I can definitively put myself into either category.
After my meltdown, and there are some thoughts I would like share about that part of my life sometime if anyone cares to know, I was so angry with God that I turned my back on anything pertaining to the Bible and church. So for awhile I was definitely in the former camp.
By the way, a lot of gays never get past this stage.
Over a period of many years my anger cooled to the point where I could begin to think about God. And even at times, pray.
Unlike a lot of my gay friends I have felt and seen the power of the God. I have ministered in the spirit. (And I do want to share my thoughts on the topic of demonic possession as well since that has been tossed into the ring.) So I am not so quick to throw the Bible completely away now as I was once before.
There are days I struggle with the scripture and then there are days I do not. I suppose that really isn't the answer you were looking for but it's the best I can do for now.
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I think even straight people have had periods like that in their lives. This road isn't easy to travel. But we have grace, goodness, and mercy (born from the love of God) to pick us up and dust us off along the way.
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